darkandlonely

4th of nov

2006-11-04T18:33:00.000-08:00

hmm.... went to have bball session with alvin again..... haha.... went to 450 bball court....den 201 cc den 209.... finally saw somebody to play matches with.... n noe wat??? all mi esss seniors were there playin bball oso.... so decided to join in the fun..... wow damn tiring la.... cos i think i am the shortest in the grp....den i have the nickname of "YiDaLi" in bball team.... cos due to the fact tt when i am in mi sec year.... mi nick show the size i am.... but i am damn gd at gettin rebound.... till now.... tt how mi esss seniiors called mi in tp oso... haha.... den durin the match.... i still live up with mi nickname.... but i ps alvin...bleah.... but is he dun wan to play la.... den i was able to improve on mi assist skill again.... no-look pass is mi passing move now..... althru is tiring but is fun.... catch up with mi seniiors once awhile oso not bad.... den rest awhile.... alvin asked mi to play 3 on 3 with them.... they said ok...den ended up ....2 on 2.... i n alvin vs zhi wei n choon yong...... oso we lose...9-11.... but gd thing is tt... mi coordination with alvin has gone into up a lvl more... kool....

den in the evening.... went out with mi family to tampines central to have our dinner.... haha KFC again.... mi mother just cannot eat dinner without cheese....hehe.... den went walk walk awhile.... den after tt mi mother bought casturd puff for mi....wow... i just love it...hehe...

den abt 8 something...went to have another bball session with wow wow gang.....haha.... wear jeans play bball.... i like damn stupid la.... always pullin mi jeans up again n again.... when i reach there.... i was get into the match liao....haha.... i just love yk.... cos we always coordinate really well....it is almost so beautiful la..... so we won the match.... den played 3 on 3.... haha.... delyn hate mi to the core la.... i am a jinx to her....friday saw her comin to skool like so alonely...den was thinkin of askin her whether she wan to go skool together...cos i go tp business skool oso... but den saw her like c mi so irritatin..den dun ask liao... den played mai jiang...... haha... i am the second to complete.... wow micrale lo.... mi shooting damn gd in the night... haha.... den catch with the wow wow gang...due to the fact tt i was missin when they have gatherin...n many things happened... soon i will have to catch up again liao...cos today wanna watch "behind the line" in channel 5.... so go back early..... ok la.... i think tt all....

31st of oct

2006-10-31T01:02:00.000-08:00

another tiring da again.... so sian la...the o.o.p.g. n d.b.i.s..... tok n tok n tok.... but i just still not quite understand.... lol....den go mensa to eat.... i just miss the chicken rice....den after tt chat awhile when we go back to INT canteen....wait 4 june outside the library

F>>> i just cannot wat i am in msn n in skool...
went 4 the ecno tut.... when go in the classroom.... most of the seats r all sitted.... damn sian1/2.... den onli c those sit with 2-3 empty space one.... den i sense something wrong liao..... gosh.... all mi frends went on sitting with each other.....wao lao..... den onli left mi n june.... i noe tt will happen.... den mi legs were like "dun, dun go n sit.... go find a sit tt onli one person one"...... den mi mind was like "hey... keep goin... to the place tt got 2 sit.... how can u leave a gal alone....wat gentleman u r sia".....after battling between mi mind n mi legs.... mi legs finally give in.... so went to sit with june.... june if u r readin mi blog.... pls dun think tt i dun wan to sit with u hor..... den i realise tt i am so diff in msn n in skool la.... especially with gals sitting next to mi..... u c.... i was like always chatting with june very frendly n funny in msn.....den realise just now in the econ tut.... i dun even dare to look at her.... she was sitting at the right side of mi....den the whole tut.... i keep on facin the lecturer who was at the left side of mi..... i wanna chat with her.... but mi mouth was like tryin to force miself to say out words so to chat with her..... but in the end....everytime i wanna say a word.... no sound come out with mi..... mayb i am just cannot sit bside a gal... the whole day i was like so shy sia.... u noe wat... SHY..... how come i will b so shy to tok to her when i am frendly n happily chatting with june in msn..... haiish.... poor character i have.....

28th of oct ( a angry bball session today)

2006-10-28T06:40:00.000-07:00

quite long haven blog liao ba.... so today will b a long blog ba....lol
today went back to tp....just to use the microsoft powerpoint to do mi core presentation.... haiish.... den like goin to finish liao..... heng.... hope nothing will goes wrong.... den go n eat at the hawker centre across tp..... den decided to walk home from there cos there is still alot of time b4 i meetin alvin for bball at 450.... oso to burn out fats la..... on the way there.... saw some gals playin bball.... wao lao.... how i really wish tt i can play with them la.... haiish...damn sad.... so continue to walk home lo....

den meet alvin at 450 bball court at abt 350pm....lol... den go there play play bball.... but den no one can play match n gals playin....sian....so change our bballin place to tampines cc....saw some kids hanging around there playin oso...den they asked us to play la.... they r just primary skool kids la.... like primary 6 like tt lo.... one from TNPS, the other one was from ESPS....wao lao... they damn show off la.... one of the kids taller den mi abit..... u noe wat he said? " haha, so short.... u confirm cannot gai mi one la...." wao lao F la....a primary skool kids..... said i short sia.... damn it....June.... u c.... i am really damn short la.... but later on.... i gai tt kids..... the stafication is there....but gettin insult by a kid like this ..... make mi really drop into a bottomless hole la.... haiish....but won them both matches.....

after tt 5 on 5 full court....n u wat.....when we start the ball, 3 arrogant kids just sit down in front of us....is like definitely look down on us la.... i think i n alvin r the eldest in our team.....but we still won.... i really cannot perform tt gd today....but today defence quite gd...gai alot of ppl.... mi assist today is oso gd...but alvin did not perform tt gd in term of attack.....den won another match.... today as today mi grp dun really have team work onli i n alvin........so the winning is not tt great...after tt went n have dinner with mi family at KFC...decided not to eat dinnner but drink lemonade.....den today mi mother abt wat happened today la....she was like laughing la.... sian.... laughing at mi when i sayin tt tt kids said tt i am short n mi face is like so easy bully la.... wao lao... really cannot tahan tt stupid kid comment.....FFFFFFFFFFFF

new word: Achilles' heel refer to the weakness tt a person have

24th of oct

2006-10-24T02:31:00.000-07:00

A VERY LONG ENTRY><>>

hey....i am back from my bball sessions.... damn fun la.... in the morning at 8am.... went to play bball or teach ball with alvin.... since he so keen to train so to b tall.... haiish is all abt fate la... i play bball from primary 4 till now but yet i am still so short....Fish sia.... den ppl like yk... make mi so irritating....he sec 2 play bball from 16 something cm n sec 3??? 182cm like tt..... tt is like wat the F la.... sian... tt how diff ppl have la.... now continue with mi day..... i first time wear mi esss ball jersery sia..... ppl see mi very meng lo...lol... first go to 450 one... den after awhile .... many ppl come liao...so sian...decided to go to 201 de CC n play..... train him awhile n have some fun with bball.... playin bball with mi will b relax more of the time..... i seldom play serious cos i hate playin serious games.... den 2 guys came up la.... due to mi earlier part.....i lost to tt alvin 2 point shoots.... as always my shooting not gd at all... but not bad la.... at least i break him 3 times sia....lol....so i have to go n ask the both of them wanna play or not.... they said a yes.... wow... den not bad liao la.... now alvin gettin to mi position.... he now noe wat to do n noe how to find open space to go in.... gd improvement...... so we ended up with a score of 11-4.... we win again....yeah...lol

den again at abr 3-4pm like tt.... i went again to play bball at 450....hehe.... saw those east springians there....den got one guy dunno hu la.... wear jersery one.... quite gd.... den i play one on one with him... lol , lose to him...nvm.... den c cassandra n her gang play bball..... like she was the boss of the gang sia.... lol...due to something.... den play 3 on 3 again.... i , choon soon n the guy i 1 on 1 one.... i did not score alot....abt 4 points for first match n 3 points for second match... den the both of the matches were mi team won la.... lol.... somehow our coordination not bad.... gd passin all over the court..... den realise tt i am always a supportive player in the matches.... always.... not a main player tt score most of the goal.... due to the fact tt mi passin is gd ba..... "NO LOOK PASS" or "FAKE LAY-UP PASS".....lol.... mi favourite moves.... den alvin not there yet... so i go back home liao.... today is just nothing but fun fun fun n more fun..... bball is a very nice sport to play....especially with gals around to c.... hehe.... just jokin.....

21st of oct

2006-10-21T07:33:00.000-07:00

1 more day b4 skool start....den today went to play bball again with alvin.... hehe another fun n interesting bball session....play match with some other ppl.... funny lo....both of bois..... we ask them how many u all wanna play... they give mi one ??? look....den i said 11 balls??? den on of the boi said 7 balls....den tok to his frend.... den he said y not 5 balls??? peng 5 balls play wat sia...lol....nvm la....we still play...today let alvin do all the scorin....give him some show offs... lol.....ended up with 5-1.... we won la.... but cos tt they quite young i think..... i n alvin just wanna play match to make our frendship in bball beta..... den after tt went to tampines mall with him.... eat our lunch n go back home..... den afternoon dickson n delyn called mi ...wanna go play bball or not.... i said no.... cos later goin out with mi family.... so i did go out with mi family....first go to 201... n have mi haircut.... finally...those irritating hairs.... so long, make mi cannot sleep sia.... i really wonder how gals sleep with long hair lo....but i still like gals with long hair...hehe... den eat our dinner at Tampines interchange de mac.... i onli eat apple pie sia... no burger... wow....den went around lookin with mi family....den go home.... go to 450 at 915pm c whether they r there or not...they r not there....thinkin tt they r eatin their dinner ba.....

mayb shall post up mi new haircut....lol....c how

den i nothing to do...go to mi ex-stead blog.... she did not updated la.... but i still go n c her latest entry which is aug dunno wat "hmm...make my dear wait for 15mins...(i think)...sori...then he teach me chemistry...sho funny...use sweet and teach de...but quite useful on me hor...in the end the whole packet of sweet he finish it...(ok lah...not realli finish it but ate most of it mah...)hmm...then left macat bout ??? wat time i forget ler...pei my dear buy his dinner...then he pei me walk home...sho fun...realli enjoy myself...next time we do tis agian k?"
suddenly her blog really make mi feel those feelin i have on her last time.... althru we did not last long la.... but fun thing is always there.....kinda miss her.... but mayb now the feelin is diff...now concern as her kor ba.... haiish....

the imperfect of mi

2006-10-17T21:13:00.000-07:00

hmm.... let mi start of wat i did in the morning ba.... chiong watchin goong....lol.... kinda sad n happy of tt drama....den decided not to have mi lunch later.... i think watch goong will make mi stomach full ba lol.... lookin at tt cute gal smile....how i wish i really have a cheerful gal like the gal in goong name chaegyung tt smile n think positively always.... encourage mi whenever i need it..... i like yul in tt drama.... i noe i am not tt handsome , not tt slim n tall la.... but i have been always a encourager to other ppl, a motivator tt always make ppl go n jia you 4 thing.... make ppl smile when they r sad..... being a listenin ear whenever they need.... n not askin any request or payback from them....n not appreciate mi presense..... suddenly i felt so empty.....like i have no heart 4 miself onli 4 other...... after watchin the drama.....realisin tt i dun have ppl to talk abt mi saddness, share mi happiness.....it just gettin on gettin into mi heart n mind onli.....as the time goes, it will just act as a memory to mi abt other ppl without lettin them noe wat happened to mi..... feel so sad....wondering.... how come i always look so kind n frendly to other??? is this really mi true self??? does it really pay back 4 being nice??? i think something wrong with mi charcater ba..... haiish tml blog will b something sad again i think.... so sad.... sad till i blog mi heart oso dunno go where....

till then....
PS: gen onli u have the password.... so onli u can read la... so SSHHHH!!!!!

17th of oct

2006-10-17T08:28:00.000-07:00

hmm...damn angry today....took bus 8 to tp....kanna ezlink con...due to something la....damn sian...wanna f**k tt driver la..... dun wish to say so much abt it la.... just damn f**kin....

den go 4 the S2006 appreciation dinner.....as i expected.... i wun b tt happy la....due to the fact tt someone is there..... i noe wat i am doin .... n i noe watever is gd 4 mi..... i just wanna shout F**K u to the person tt like to insult on mi..... nothing except family n mi body size..... i really cannot ren tt person.... HELLO..... if u usin mi as entertainment 4 the rest..... pls use ur stupid mind n think first la.... use this kind of thing to make joke.... u think funny issit.... to other ppl might b funny.... but dun u ever feel tt insulting ppl body size is not a pleasure thing..... u think u havin fun.... but the fact tt u r hurtin other ppl feelin.... makin all these comments do not make mi feel gd.... onli make mi think tt u r a irritaiting guy..... ppl will always draw a line when come to joke abt personal stuff.... if u go over it.... i can tell u tt.... whoever u r.... i dun give a damn...... if abit i dun mind la.... ok entertain ppl for abit joke is ok one.... hey hello....but is the whole dinner time... when even come to lift...how come the life did not make tt sound.... F u la.... u think u so nice ar??? i am just tryin to acommodate ......i dun wan to make faces....but u r really gettin overboard liao....

dun listen to ur frends if he said " dun worry, still got us.."..... all these r just bull shit la.... thinkin tt they r so noble.... in fact.... they will just say..... WITHOUT ACTIONs..... nice one.... say until so nice.... F... off la....
i dun really wanna go 4 the course outing..... i noe tt tt person will definitely said all these again.....

one thing i have realise is tt no point ren on those joke just to insult u.... the more they jokes.... the more they think u r easy to bully..... next time if anyone go beyond mi line....

15th of oct

2006-10-15T08:22:00.000-07:00

hmm... today went to DTE with mi family....mi hangout....first get there n play xbox... den was there playin aracde..... i was damn irritating.... when i was playin para para..... wao lao.... first when i am playin..... 2 gals came in front of mi n go tap their card when i am playin..... almost hit their heads lo....cos of them.... i miss 2 of the dunno wat it call..... n den due to the fact tt the space is not tt big..... a guy run across the "dance floor" of the para para..... n guess wat... mi hand knock onto his head.... i think..... den he run away liao..... after mi para para...we went to have dinner at dte de food court..... finished our foods n den head to white sand..... buy something..... haha.... to put mi mp3...finally... the shop was called "more den words"..... i like the shop very de much.... quite kool....sellin all those like cute cute stuff la.... den at night abt 8 smth.... alvin called mi n chat abt his dota....den dunno y chat until a topic tt i am damn angry.... but not alvin la.... den watch internal affair at channel U... i love tt movie.... i love tt movie cos the relationship r very complicated.... n i mean seriously..... but after noein the relationship..... it will get more interestin.... haha... even mi mother oso like it sia...kool..... now in msn chattin with alvin n weiting.....lol....

speakin of tt....edywna in her blog said tt when she saw mi.... she feel weird weird one sia..... wonder y sia....mayb goin to ask her tml....hehe

14th of oct

2006-10-14T06:59:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today went to play bball with alvin.... haha...damn kool la.... ok wait...tok something else first....saw edwyna them sia..... they r tokin dunno wat at the north park....lol....den she called mi....i act blur....haha..... all grown up liao ba.... except for the character....lol..... ok continue with the bball thing.... startin was playin with 3 guys..... den i , alvin n another kids la.... den play play play.... dunno issit we dun wan to play serious or wat la.... we let them win by 5-11...i think...lol.... but is mi most memorable match cos i gai 7 times sia..... damn song.... but got 1 burn....sian..... den second match.... we won like 11-4....lol.... but onli 2 gai..... no burn.... last match..... we won 11-2..... cos change player.....lol.... but still i n alvin the same team la......

after tt went home n bath so to go tampines mall with mi family to buy shirt for the dinner appreciation..... wao lao... i really dunno wat shld i blame sia.... all the shirts i tried.... either the top too tight or the top too loose..... cos mi shoulder too broad.... dunno how to spell la.... den shirt dun really have mi size due to the mi shoulder n body.... ok i cant deny tt i quite obese la.... but shoulder do play a part lo..... den ended up did not buy any shirt sia..... damn sad lo.... haiish

13th of oct

2006-10-13T08:55:00.000-07:00

haha..... FRIDAY THE 13TH..... just in case ACTIVE GAL , if u r readin mi blog.... i have do some sport today.....

Went to tp n play badminton with mi classmates.... jun kiat, anqi n mei mei.... startin i n jun kiat were like playin first cos the gals haven come.... den we will like chattin n playin.... den anqi came.... den jun kiat go rest... den i was playin with her.... wao lao.... she pro lo.... after i serve.... the first startin thing she do to mi is.....SMACK>>> omg.... i like tio stun la.... u can hear the "ball" flyin sound lo.... so near to mi.... play awhile i tired liao.... till now i cannot deny i am gettin older.... den mei mei came oso liao.... both the gals damn pro la.... all noe how to smack.... i n jun kiat were like hitting high "ball".... like playin gunbound like tt..... high angle shot sia.... haha.... den always tio smack by mei mei.... wow got one very classic one.... almost hit mi face sia...damn heng.... althru i dun use mi face to earn money.... but i still need mi face... den we will like started to joke around..... some funny things happened along the ways.... ppl fall.... ppl kanna hit by the "ball"...... but gd thing tt i still SWEAT......damn long time haven sweat until like tt liao la.... feelin kinda light.... haha..... jokin....but at least i do some sport la....i realise tt i did not jump as high as i was a basketballer le ba....nvm la... now poly.... dun really need to care abt tt.... den jun kiat was sayinn tt i have a very honest face.... haha.... worst...he found someone more honest face den mi..... wow i think tt guy confirm cannot survive one sia....lol...... so next time mayb we will ask classmates out n play sport....hehe...so fun.....

den in the night.... was kinda of lookin forward to sunday bball one....told mi mother tt i will not go downtown east to eat with them cos got bball.... den was askin yk.... he said he has something on.... so no need to ask liao.... wat 4 sia.... like without yk cannot play lo..... haiish duno y la.... den worst.... i was like askin delyn.... she said tt she oso not free.... damn sian.... the person tt ask mi to jio ppl....ended up not free..... goin to give up on these ppl liao la..... always make mi have hope to play n ended up.... nothing......GEN u beta dun say anything out hor.....

so active gal.... dun say old man not active....now abit liao...still play some sport lo...lol....den for FBI n C155..... we will go 4 more sport....soccer?? lol...long time neber b goalkeeper liao....haha... ok la.... end here... mother askin mi to switch off computer liao.... gonna go byebye.... wish those ppl readin mi blog i the night....gd nite n sweet dream.... those in the day??? have a wonderful weekend ba...thanks ........

12th of oct

2006-10-12T00:43:00.000-07:00

hmm.... in the morning.... i was in a hurry to get mi photo taken.... due to the clerk said tt mi photo given to them is not accepted..... need to wear formal with tie.... so in the morning i was like waiting 4 mi mother to wake up so someone can take photo of mi wearin it.... damn funny... u c

mi: ma, help mi take my photo with formal wear, cos skool need it by 12 noon...hurry...
wait first.... i go do somethingmother: for wat sia, tt time the photo being scan one cannot ar?? c la... ezlink card wasted liao......
After awhile she come back n i finish doin mi hairs n watever includin digital cam
mi: ma, hurry , cam no batt liao.... die die...
mother: which buttom..... cheng ah..... which buttom...this ar?? okok...smile.... head lower abit...gd..
mother:AAAHH, ah cheng ...how come there is red light n the screen go black...
mi: die die.... no batt liao.... wait... i go get batteries....lol
mi:ok there u go...try again
mi mother switch on..
mother: ok gd..smile.... 1, 2 ,3.....gd.... cheng, how come the screen bcome ur table not u???
i go n check...
mi: ma , u press the wrong buttom la....AAAHHH no batt again...sian...
mother: nvm la.... i go buy battery from the market....
after buyin....she came back from the market....
mother: ok hurry up la, cheng..... 1,2,3.... haiya.... no battery again..... wao lao..... 50cents can`t even take a photo sia...
mi: nvm....try the last 2.... man... tt one onli hope sia....
mother: ok 1,2,3....finally.... quick.... take out the batt....dun waste it... i was like lol....
sometimes being with mi mother is a funny thing.... dunno y.... ended up always laughin like crazy one.......

den after tt....went to msn.... chat with mi junior zhijun..... dunno really c her b4 la....but ok la.... tokin to her makin mi feel so old lo...... say i not active...... haha..... den she really very active ba...so fighting sia....lol...
den is june.... wow..... tokin to her will make u damn high sometimes....high until bwg....lo.... dun wan to say y the reason she suddenly so high..... if not i gonna get it by her.... talk alot of crap n nonsense here n there....laughin..... ya... i think tt all ba

11th of oct

2006-10-11T08:06:00.000-07:00

morning to afternoon like do nothing but playin o2jam with May.... wao lao.... realisin how pro she will in o2jam.... makin mi so embarress when tokin to her b4 playin " i am quite pro hor"...... she was like playin a lvl 10 song.... wth.... worst she survive it with full health....dunno wat the fish her hands r made of..... fake one???? haha... dunno... but she really damn pro la.... until i bwg liao....

den in the night.... watchin gong...haha.... tt gal really cute sia.... last ep for the chapter in channel U...10pm...realisin how amazin a human can b when love is in their heart.....

speakin of love.... i was tokin to one of mi 4e5 classmate....due to tt person dun wan mi to mention the name....so i name tt person mr/ms "xxx".....sound like matrix like tt or specialist sia.....xxx told mi tt he/she is sad... weird thing is tt xxx dunno the reason.... and xxx wanna cry sia.... haiish.... told xxx to cry as much as xxx can.... xxx said dun wan.... cos later goin out with his/her parents..... dun wan to make his/her parents thinkin wat happened to xxx..... weird rite..... somehow y do ppl think of concerning abt other ppl feelin den their own..... does cry make u feel worst?? does cry make u feel more sad??? i doubt so la..... CRY to mi is just a way of releasin ur own burden or stress for awhile.... AWHILE???? u might think awhile is not important.... but makin u feel beta awhile n think of ways more properly.... y not.... life is not make easy for anybody....even for rich man.... life is not easy 4 them....they mus take care of their company.... afraid being swallow by other organisation... thinkin of wat can they do to make themseleves happy..... so since life is not make easy 4 anybody..... not matter sad or happy.... life still goes on....so wat the fact r u waiting 4??? b happy n smile always.... n u noe...tt the way.... b the smiling n happy of u everytimes..... ok continue to tt person....xxx said tt xxx's stead was like so sian sian when tokin..... i was like heyhey.... ppl will have emotion one.... so dun b bother by all these things.... if u really wanna get urself involve..... y dun u try something tt can make tt person laugh.... althru it is not easy but at least show tt mayb u still concern abt ur stead..... den i was like showin him/her mi photo...since xxx did not see mi 4 long... i am a gay sia...lol.... den xxx said "lol"..... finally saw the dim of hope tt he/she smilin....happy liao la....at least can make xxx smile.... tt mi purpose of mi life ba.... realisin tt i am the one tt ppl tok to mi abt their things.... n comfortin them when needed.... makin them smile if need to.... those ppl dun agree, nvm.... cos u r not one of the person ba....those noe mi well shld noe ba.... if dunno oso nvm la... frends frends wat....lol....

tt jie ying....argh make mi like a fool sia.. still laugh somemore.... dunno issit not enough ram or the processor not workin..... forget the thing she promise?? hmm mayb not promise.... dunno la..... she actually forget it sia.... damn sad la... makin mi so sian suddenly.... althru i not tt noble or great... but at least... at least.... haishh nvm.... at least i remind her again.... haha... kool.... gonna get mi digial cam ready to get photo...... durin the appreciation dinner...kool.... realise tt i dun have smart wear..... gosh...mayb mus go look look liao.... i think tt all ba....

PS...those ppl mention in the blog.... if u think i have offended u... pls dun think tt way... i just jokin around.... if anything tt mention seen to b offended to u..... sry.... let mi noe n i will delete it off straightaway....

2006-10-10T09:03:00.000-07:00

hmm....this is mi second post ba...can c how bored i am can ended up writing 2 posts a day sia... sian till i drop....

just now was tokin to 2 of mi junior prefects just now....
first one was mi vampire meimei.... she told mi tt she gonna flunk her combined science exam.... haiish....tot tt she was goin to find the physic teacher....ended up she did not....told her if she not findin the teacher can sms mi.... den i will go there n teach her.... she said
she did not bring phone....peng... sad to hear tt la... for chem i did not able to teach her face to face due to mi late reply to her...now physic oso die... dunno wat to do with her lo.... hope tt she can pass her overall n get herself a place in sec4....still doin research for ur art rite...
so jia you hor..... gd luck for the rest of ur exam

second one was hamster's owner....which i am the hamster la....tio stun bo ??haha... i am a cute hamster... haha... dun wish to say cute...wait ppl look at mi blog puke sia.... lol.... after realisin tt she did not do tt gd in her prelim.... oso gettin scared of her wun get gd resultfor O lvl...haiish.... another junior havin science problem....lol... dun understand science so hard meh??? mayb i have the interest ba...lol...den kinda scolded her??? dunno whether she think issit scoldin or naggin la... tell her to wake up liao.... no point cryin over spilled milk...so hope tt she will not follow mi path....i mean other results can except for english la... so if need mi help just call mi.... no charge included..not tryin to say tt u can onli call mi hor... but was kinda funny n cute
when mi owner in msn type this:

...xxxxxxx*...Ooo ??????????? ooO
hamster...nitex nitex...
...xxxxxxx*...Ooo ??????????? ooO
sunflower seed dreamz

the xxxxxxx was her name... dunno she allow mi to put her name or not...so
decided to put xxxxxxx until mi owner allow.....haha...was like askin her to give mi foods all the time...den now she very smart liao.... ask mi to dream of sunflower seed.... nice one lo..lol... but was kinda cute of her to say it la....haha....

10th of oct

2006-10-09T17:37:00.000-07:00

yup i have deleted the post abt the r/s thing liao.....haiish...skool reopen in abt 12 days.....so sian.... anyway.... i will have less time online in msn due to my brother had finished his N lvl exam.... so oso havin a break..... oso slackin at home.... so computer mus share..... so lesser time 4 mi to get online durin the night..... so to those hu need mi when i not online.... pls call/sms mi hp no.... if u wan to chat or watever.... pls call mi hse no. ... lol.... being very peng in makin frends to call mi sia..alrite tt all ba

9th of oct

2006-10-09T00:21:00.000-07:00

due to alot of ppl disagree comment on mi abt my post abt r/s...... i think i goin to delete away soon.... since ppl dun believe or not convince of wat mi post said.... mayb diff ppl have diff view of wat they think of r/s..... i think most likely the result will b the same as wat i think ba.... but 4 the sake of ppl tt dun like mi post.... i goin to delete away ba...if not no one will visit mi blog liao.... lol..... so u all shld b lol or lmao le ba..... haha ( i am not despo to wan ppl to visit mi blog hor... so dun anyhow think).....

now i am in skool..... just watched last year Singapore movie..."one more chance".... not bad... quite funny...... oso touchin oso ba....y i go to skool again??? many ppl were askin mi when i was online 4 a while.... reason being i am getting back some application form la... so now was just slackin in skool library.... here got aircon.... beta rite.... no delyn i oso can have cold air.... the rest of the wow wow gang will b goin to training 4 their job liao... sian...i goin to b alone soon.... was wannin to go n work with them one.... but as the decision was so hard to b made.... so i just... nvm... dun wan to say the reason y....was tokin to jun kiat just now after his csc camp.... haha.... tokin abt chio bu again.... dunno whether is his taste changes or drop ba.... not insult u hor.... if u r lookin.... he said her chio or cute....i forget liao.... but to mi mayb alrite ba.... haha... his taste mayb change le ba.... at least not goin for those canteen aunties??? lol..... perhaps as wat i was tokin with him.... diff ppl have diff thinking.... so most likely ppl will stand on their stand.... den rather listenin to other abt wat they have to say ba..... mayb just listenin to ppl who have diff view with u might make u noe more abt wat some ppl r thinking..... just take tt as view... no one was tryin to influence u or ask u to stick to the comment given.... by listenin on wat r their view.... u might oso see or noe more abt them.... so u will noe how to communicate with them without makin them feel uneasy of wat u sayin ba.......

2006-10-08T05:20:00.000-07:00

haha.... since i nothing to do....decided to blog abit.... just used 1 hr to clean mi study table.... haha.... was like damn messy lo.... many papers n books hang around on the table.... sad tt i forget to take photo of mi table b4... onli have after.... if not ar.... u will realise tt i am a damn lazy person..... due to mi mother "scolding" den i finally get miself up instead of sitting infront of mi computer n clean mi table....
not bad after cleanin mi study table......look damn clean lo.....mi mother was sayin a "wow"... lol...skool goin to reopen abt 2 weeks later..... haha... table confirm goin to get messy again....

6th of oct

2006-10-06T06:21:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today is the mid autunm festival....went to Chinatown with mi mother.... love goin out with mi mother sia.... go out with her.... either she laugh or we laugh....lol....lunch??? was lookin for the poster of the old man of the KFC.... mi mother love the cheese fries n the cheesy stuff sell by the kfc...... go there bought mooncakes n some pants 4 mi for outdoor.... n noe wat??? when we come back from there... the news just said tt all the mooncakes price drop due to the last day..... haha.... mi mother's look so funny.... like she kanna get cheated sia...lol.... den chat with one of mi frends just now.....she like very sad....haiish..... i just hope tt she could b happy la..... anything just talk to mi ok??? lol...... abt 8plus.... went down to the canal there to see the ppl playin with lanterns n sparks.... lol... as i expected.... some children will throw the sparkers over to the other way which r grass n trees.... den i told mi mother..... confirm there is fire goin out one....haha really sia.... i laugh till peng lo..... den mi mother n sister were lookin oso.....soon more n more ppl comin over to see the show.... fireman n policeman came.... n put off the fire... den there we go back home liao....show over lo....haha

5th of oct

2006-10-05T07:40:00.000-07:00

hmm... first of all.... i mus wish my frends... alvin n hui joo..... Happy Birthday to u n hope all wishes come true...

back to today.... hmm go back tp to hand up some application form.... so mi mission of the day is completed.... so decided to go library for some movie or internet.... den watched the 2 fast 2 furson....haiish dunno how to spell la... not bad sia... the movie.... just tt their driving skill shown is not wat i expected.... haiish sad.... den use abit of internet...to go to chat with those online ppl...chatted with gen n june......den heading for mi lunch.... yeah.... went to business park n eat the chicken cutlet rice with curry sauce.... nice nice...haha.... den decided to go back home due to nothing to do liao..... bought big glup....n was waitin 4 mi 293 without T bus..... saw jie ying.... haha.... i oso dunno how i realise she was opposite of mi....den saw her with her sister.... dunno buy something like pandan leave or wat.... wow so nice de jie jie sia..... bring sister along.... haha..... realisin tt i not a very gd brother sia..... haha... dun wan to mention y.... n yup need to hand up form online to mr toh.... haha.... type something wrongly.... damn funny after mr toh email mi back.... i lol miself lo.... after finishin mi email to mr toh.... i called mi mei mei..... she need help 4 her chem tml.... haha.... n now still calling SSSHHH!!!

4th of oct

2006-10-04T04:40:00.000-07:00

finally played DOTA again..... go katong there play.... wao lao... i can really said tt i am damn noob la.... if not jun kiat acommodate mi ar... i think no one wan mi liao lo.... always kanna kill by chuanliang.... he always come n look after mi n kill mi...... argh... nvm la... haha....den decided to go back home b4 them....den take 40 back to bedok interchange..... den when i reach there.... i smell something....the smell of mi OWNER!!!!......saw her waiting 4 the bus 87 i think...... mi owner was there with her boyfrend... she was drinking dunno wat.... shld b sweet rite.... haha.... gotch....lol...she did not see mi.... haha...

3rd of oct

2006-10-03T01:50:00.000-07:00

hmm.... today actually was goin to harbourfront center with mi mother one.....but last min due to mi auntie called mi mother to go her hse..... den she go to mi auntie hse instead of goin with mi.... nvm la... cos rarely mi auntie called mi mother out..... so ok la.... den i go alone lo.... first took mrt to the harbourfront center to go the BIG megastore..... when reach there... wat the h***...... i will b openin at 3pm due to stock take.... wao lao.... at that time was 11.15am.... which is abt 3hrs 45mins lo..... went to mac n eat..... n walk pass the stationary shop tt gen work b4.... haha.... remember tt time when we tok n make fun of her there..... den go bugis de sim lim square....hey saw yk with his mother....lol.... greeted his mother la.... i very polite one sia.... went sim lin square look look of their mp3 n mp4..... but due to mi budget.... i dun wan to buy too expensive one.... so just go there n look look first.... den decide after goin to the BIG megastore..... as i expected.... i did went to the bugis aracde to play....lol....finally.... i complete the NBA virutal... haha champion n oso beaten the NBA all stars.... so happy.... soon abt 2 something pm.... i took mrt again to harbourfront center...... ok finally BIG megastore is open.... saw mi senior in secondary skool there... chat awhile n bought something....den went out home n now i have blogged finished lol...haha

1st of oct (HAPPY CHLIDREN DAY)

2006-10-01T01:31:00.000-07:00

Happy Children Day to all mi blog viewers.....lol.... haiish so sad sia..... actually look 4ward to this weekend one...cos can play bball again..... den friday after the bbq... came back.... delyn said tt they goin to work on sat so bball cancel liao.... nvm la...cancel lo.... den again today.... so happy again even mi nick was sayin "yeah bball today..." haiish den again disappointed.... due to not alot of ppl.... haiish.... life is damn sian 4 mi.... nvm lookin 4ward to next week.... mi classmates mayb goin to play dota...so damn happy... cos they will not cancel....even if little ppl or wat...so damn addicted to dota lo..... lol....

loner vs frender

2006-09-30T08:35:00.000-07:00

there once in mi secondary life..... one of mi prefects under mi grp said..." chee seng , y do u like to eat alone den eatin with all those other prefects.... u too proud liao issit??? u r the comm member does not mean tt u can b so diao hor??" i replied " not bcos of i am comm member la.. i just like to b alone sometimes.... or sort of dun wan to get so sad...".... reason being..... always tio outcast by ppl very easy one.... dunno y.... i just can`t get mi things rite..... i would rather being alone eating or studyin..... den being together with frends....den ended up tio outcasted due to the fact tt i really dunno wat r they tokin abt..... especially.... the same age or the same badge as mi..... i just duno how to communciate with them..... sooner or later..... feelin somehow developed.... tio outcasted de feelin is much more worst den being alone..... so being alone will b the best of all.... till now mi poly life.... i still have the feelin... damn sian lo.... i can`t say tt frends around mi dun appreciate mi ba.... just tt mayb i wanna outcast miself from them???? i really dunno/....

2006-09-29T10:22:00.000-07:00

The Slow Dancer
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28th of sept

2006-09-28T07:01:00.000-07:00

hmm.... came back from class chalet.... so fun..... was meeting jun kiat n jingyi gang to go to the chalet..... den saw jingyi.... wow she bond her hair.... so funny to mi.... den take the shuttle bus to coasta sand chalet..... when reachin... miss lina leaving liao...so fast sia.... den ready to start fire liao......told dunno how long sia.... den zhi hao.... peng lo..... fan the thing until so many ashes come out.... strong arms... den leonard , i , jun kiat started to bbq the foods liao....i realise tt actually i not bad at bbq foods sia....... den eat eat eat... den Mr Toh, Mrs Yap n Mr Ang came.... tok awhile den went to go CHEERS with sheng yang n chuan liang.....came back.... the lecturers all go back liao....haha....mei mei n gang oso came liao....... den continue bbq lo....they took photos around...... started to play pokers.... bai dee..... get to noe alot of diff kind of bai dee.... asshole bai dee... russian poker... n other more...lol....play until sleepy.... abt 3-4 something all go slp liao.... althru small space 4 us to slp la....but ok la... den wake up in the morning., cycle around the beach there.... cos i cycle to the chalet.... n yes... go there see got chio bu or not... i tot i saw a chio bu sia....she was sitting on tt breakwater or dunno wat.... the body figure was like a gal....den when she turn abit ..... i think i saw a guy instead.,.... wow... die... something wrong with mi eyes.... mistake a guy into gal.... wow... wonderful.,.... den went to the food court at DTE eat breakfast.... den go aracde n home sweet home..... tml still need to go skool to hand up things

life issit fated or controlable

2006-09-23T17:46:00.000-07:00

i have been askin miself this qn alot of time but till now i haven find an ans yet....
Is mi life b control by the word "fate" or control by im??
till now mi life is like control by the word "fate"..... fate to mi is scary yet easy to accept..... cos althru my life is sad but i get use to it liao..... all those events tt happened to mi last time....seem to b beyond mi control..... english fail during o lvl..... "mi ...... death"...... i could not control.... yet i still have to accept it..... dun u think kinda nonsense???
but when time..... u will to try to control ur life..... isn`t it too tough 4 ppl??? u have to struggle alot..... spend alot of time to try n change the life tt control by the word "fate" n ended up wat do u get???? most of the time is the opposite of wat u try to get or goin back to fate again..... den wat the use of tryin to control ur life..... might as well let the fate decide all ur life...... cos on matter wat u do..... u will not get wat u wan in the end.....
let say example ...... u go ask forunate teller..... he said tt u will die soon by car.... den wat u goin to do??? not goin out, scared tt u might knock down by a car???? den stay indoor , is the best way rite??? NOPE.... wat make u so sure tt a toy car will not cause ur death???? so how or another.... no matter how u tried to run again from the word fate.....u still canot avoid it..... so do u see the point.... wat 4 struggle?? some ppl told mi....." we struggle bcos we wanna to try.... to see a hope of light..... or at least we will not regret...." but u see no matter wat u do..... it will still come back to the original point..... it is just a way to confront with "fate"..... so might as weel just being a person with "no life"... let fate control U...... u r not living in this world cos of urself, ur family, ur frends..... but just bcos the fate wan u to b here.... n thus u r here..... more easy to accept.....haiish..... life is just nothing but being control by fate.....

MY life during the S2006

2006-09-21T17:45:00.000-07:00

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see.... during mi S2006 job..... make so many frends including bus drivers n policemen..... oso noe more frends liao.... Round JJunee... u r one.... den benny n jun kiat oso......noe john, derick, mabel n other..... how i wish the S2006 can b longer....so i can make more frends sia

20th of sept

2006-09-20T06:13:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of the S2006 job...... haiish.... gonna miss tt few days tt i chat with the delegates, bus drivers n policemen..... n get to tok n have more understanding on some of mi FBI frends liao.....kinda more bonding liao....cos went n go acompany june to her bus.... tok to her n understand her more....database have been updated........den i am damn frustrated today after the S2006.....did not able to get the goodie bag of the S2006.... den come back home.... this is bad..... soon goin to update mi blog with photos liao.... i think i will do it tml.....

16th of sept

2006-09-16T06:05:00.000-07:00

today...went back to mi original job.... but diff route...today one is the raffles hotel route...which is R3 if i am not wrong..... den i think tt today i have the most delegates from mi duty excluding the registration one..... all of them r very frendly..... i really feel like seeing them again....when the r alighting.... i will go to the back door n said " have a nice day".... they will like smiling to mi..so frendly lo.....so fun....there is one synde news reporter...told mi something i dun really noe....which was there is pyton in Singapore..... i learn something new again...lol...... especially there is one italian news delegate..... he is a really frendly n kind guy.....cos i started to chat with his delegate........ althru he do not really speak english....but he tried very hard to pronoun it well.... n somehow or another i understand wat he said and ask..... but i did cannot ans all his qns.... bcause some of the qns i dun really noe.... askin HQ oso no reply..... den he asked mi abt there r how many policemen in Singapore.... i was like "omg".... den i said 40000..... which ended up was a wrong wrong ans.... lol..... den i decided to ask mi policeman...so heng tt i had carify with the italy delegate..... i had alot of experience with diff ppl all over the world..... really learnt alot from them..... here... i like to wish them have a nice trip in Singapore....

15th of sept

2006-09-15T02:32:00.000-07:00

the 3rd day of work liao..... damn shag.... my job was sending the delegates from the hotels to suntec n from suntec to hotels..... tt is just easy la.... sometime chat with them if there is just onli one delegate or person in the bus..... if alot or 2 n more delegates, i will ask them whether they wan newspaper n tok onli abit nia..... till today....woah..... so sway...or dunno la... cos when i get miself to the carpark F.... just went i abt to get mi schedule of the day....the IC asked mi whether i wanna change mi job from mi current post... to bring the delegates to city hall n hotels.... i decided to take up the job cos wanna change some routes.... how i noe.... it is so tough..... cos this time there r alot of delegates.... i mean alot n really to mi is alot after 2 days of workin.....wow.... n the job was challenging....cos some of the delegates might mixed up with the hotels n city hall..... but i hope tt the service provided by mi is gd n enjoyable ba..... but still man r not prefect....dunno whether issit mi mistake or not la..... cos one of the delegates misses his stop.....den i have no choice but to lead him back to city hall....n ask him to take the same bus again...cos mi bus is goin back to carpark F liao......i dunno so i apologise to the delegate.... but after tt incident.... i learnt something..... i will ask each n everyone of the delegates to noe which hotel they stay in...so when we reached the hotel , i can straightaway direct the delegates n the delegates will not miss his /her stop.... really sorry to the delegate tt missed his stop.... soon will post up the photo tt i goin to take during mi S2006.....

10th sept

2006-09-10T03:08:00.000-07:00

tml is the big day 4 mi...... whether i can make it or not..... it all dpend on tml..... get mi schedule liao..... throughout the whole S2006.... i onli work for 6 days.... tt is very little.... i oso dunno y like i am the onli one tt have breaks 4 4 days..... my last day of work is 18th of sept..... den mayb 19th of sept, i goin to find job again..... wanna earn some money to buy a new hp, dvd drive..... n other more...... dunno whether delyn them found a job liao....if they haven.... i think i goin to fond job with them.... perhaps ba..... dun wan to stay at home....wanna earn money.....lol

8th of sept

2006-09-08T03:20:00.000-07:00

haiish so sian.... 2 more days b4 my job start..... today went n get mi uniform n mi pass..... mi pass photo look so dumb lo.....lol..... den the uniform i think is alrite ba.... to mi la..... will post up mi S2006 pass n mi uniform tml or next day after tml...... feelin so complicated now....after tokin with dino when walkin back home..... realise n learn quite alot of things...... he kinda of have the same tot as mi sia.....lol..... jun kiat ar.... u r so diff lo...
i dunno y..... i startin to realise tt i like to act liao.....no matter happy or sad..... i will just act the opposite of it....dpend on mi..... i can control mi emotions..... tt is a bad thing....sometimes i dun even noe whether is tt mi true emotion or not..... haiish....really make think how to express miself truly..... realising tt i am not onli lying to other but miself oso...... i really in the dark now....cannot see a dim of hope......
another one was tt mi frend "A..in"..... tell mi tt i am totally no life.... i onli stuck with mi 4e5 frends..... n i dun really like to go out when mi frends asked mi to unless where they r goin is in the east of singapore......i think i am too lazy.....or rather i like to stick at home more...... which i think tt it has turn out to b mi comfort zone liao....i not willing to come out of mi comfort zone..... perhaps i took too much time to make mi frends or frends tt i can really tok to then not willing to give up/ get out of them so easily...... haiish need some help.....hu can i really tell mi problem to???? i think now..... no one...... realise tt i now comin back to mi old self.....too much problems liao....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

7th of sept

2006-09-07T03:42:00.000-07:00

wow.....3 more days to go b4 my S2006 job start...... so excited to start my job rite away..... now still haven get mi uniform.... tml la..... the people said tt tml i will b collecting mi uniform n mi pass..... oso goin to noe mi timetable for monday..... really can`t wait liao..... goin to meet all diff countries delegates...... wondering can i communicate with them??? how am i goin to intro Singapore to them??? how am i greet them??? how am i goin to provide them a very gd service..... all these keep on wonderin in mi mind..... haha..... anyway.... goin to have a fresh new look just 4 this event.... goin to have a haircut, style mi hair..... wanna leave the delegates a gd impression of Singapore.....haha.......

3th of sept

2006-09-03T08:00:00.000-07:00

early in the morning.....went to jog with my family.....from my hse to pasir ris downtown.....wow...i really had to admin tt i am getting old liao.....cannot run very fast.....cos i ran too fast.....den in the end within 1 min.... i felt dizzy liao.....den went to dte to have MAC breakfast....wow....so full.....den walk n walk in the pasir ris park to the stable.....den went into the mangrove swamp.....so peng lo.... mi sister keep on scaring mi.....stupid......but see many mud skipper, crabs n 4-legged snake....dunno how to say the name la...... after walkin so long....decided to go back to dte n play aracde.....same thing.... daytona, para para n basketball.....wow sian lo...this time did not get to 2nd stage sia....mayb due to mi tireness ba..... after tt went tampines mall to shop with mi mother..... ate some dessert n went back home abt 4 like tt..... den alvin called n asked mi to go century square with him......i really nothing to do then stayin in front of mi computer and singing to music....so i might as well go out again lo........ same thing go cs n play i n alvin favourite games.....out run 2.... tt is very kool la..... mi drifting is getting beta liao lo..... i oso won alvin in tt game..... jian wen was there oso..... den the next game...lethal force 3..... tt alvin die 2 lifes after the 3 stage.....den i had to cover him till some of the stage sia..... c.... i so noble one..... i will not ps ppl..... i asked alvin to stay wherever he is....so he can shield himself from the attack den i chiong all the way to reach the pitstop so we can go together...... finally..... went to the last stage..... alvin was like so excited lo..... screamed..... haha.....wow the last n final stage was like to ridculous liao lo..... so many innocent ppl running n enemies were hiding around n shooting us..... but i n alvin dun care..... onli left one last life liao....so anyhow chiong n kill ppl no matter good or bad...... saw the stupid last boss.... i kanna kill by him.... den alvin cos of the timing den game over..... so irritating lo......lol....but at least get to final stage onli using one coin sia.... tt kool...hehe.... yup tt all ba..... tml mayb goin to tp to get my S2006 uniform....hope they have it liao

1st of sept

2006-09-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

hmm......early in the morning.... i was so shocked with wat i am being covered..... i am being covered by mi blanket.....cos the place i was sleepin the night wasn`t my bed....but other bed which mi pillow n blanket wasn`t there..... den realise tt was mi mother use it to cover mi cos she said tt i look cold.....so touchin lo..... long time did not have this feeling liao sia.....den.....today went to esss to play board games n card games with mr leong n my frends......damn fun lo..... i starting to like those games..... actually not bad lo..... it is full of thinking strategy.....but ended up not as fun as i expected la not the games....but other conditions.......so decided to go play aracde b4 goin back home....

30th of august

2006-08-30T04:22:00.000-07:00

today was a damn bloody sad day.....BPM exam was a total confirm die one liao.....totally no time to finish my paper.....mi whole paper was like anyhow do liao lo.....damn bloodly no time....so sian.... think goin to take supp paper liao.....tml will b the last paper.....after 4.30pm.... i will b free liao....for sometimes ba.....dunno whether goin to take the supp paper or not..... hope tt all pass....tt all i wanna get.... hope to get 2 B for BBf n PRSP...the rest i dun care liao....a D will do sia...haiish so sad..... den tml goin to esss first to celebrate teachers' day...... without all mi secondary 4 teachers..... i won`t b able to get so gd result....except for the english....not mi english teacher fault la.... it is mine...... haiish dun wan to write too much goin to study for SAS liao......dun wan to take another supp paper liao

25th of august

2006-08-25T06:24:00.000-07:00

today went for my cmsy exam....haiish so sad....ended up a blackout..... did not really noe wat to write liao....sian.....den go n collect mi uniform for mi S2006.....darren asked mi to come back after 2pm...den went out with mi classmates to eat lunch....LJS...den went back to tp n guess wat.....the supplier said tt mi uniform is still makin tt y not here yet.....sian waste mi bus fare sia.....stupid...... den after tt slack in the library surfing the net n watchin movie.....till 5.30 so i can take 291 to tampines mart to meet my dear..... den meet my dear..... her eyes look so red.....haiish yo.....worry mi sia.....but she did not said wat happened..... dn started to teach her chemistry.....i so pro sia....i teach her....she noe leh.....see the power of love to a person is so important..... althru starting she like so blur sia....den i bought sweet to show the no. of electron....hehe..... den teach finish mole concept and other...... bought my dinner...breaded chicken....long time neber eat liao....althru by the time i reach home already soft liao.... den pei my dear home...... really appreciate it....haha..... tok n tok....so funny.....but dunno how she feel abt mi sia......really love my dear....i will try mi best to stop thinkin abt the bad thinking i have....my dear...... wonder have u had ur dinner liao....????

21st of august

2006-08-21T08:26:00.000-07:00

ytd night....kind of having a nitemare.....it was so real lo...... in the dream.... i am like a undercover cop or something la.....den went to kill someone....did not really say the person gender and face oso.....just kill and run away.... den i am top list in the police "WANTED" person......i keep on runnin..... every police i saw..... i just shoot.....weird sia.... den in the end after all the hide and seek.... i still get caught n hang.... n die la..... weird rite???? b4 hand.....i told my dear that i goin to dream of her....instead nitemare came on mi mind...... den today morning as my dear sms mi on whether am i feelin beta..... i tot her abt the weird dream i had last night..... guess wat she said..... she dreamt of mi....(dream of mi sia.... tt so kool..) but wait..... she continue saying tt..... the dream was tt i killed her..... wat the H***.......unbelievable......so coincidnce.....gosh..... my dream was tt i killed someone but i dunno hu.....den she said tt her dream was tt i killed her.....wow..... am i suppose to say tt this is a bad sign????? i oso dunno........haha den in the afternoon when i took bus home......the bus broke down after leaving the interchange for abt 7 mins.....haha....den the bus captian call us to get down the bus....den bring us back to interchange......haha tt scene was so funny lo.....many ppl were like very shocked.....dpend now i noe how the bus captian will react if there was a breakdown.....so at least this might b helpful to mi during the S2006.....since i know how the bus captian will do.....i can help him.....but i hope mi bus will not break down during the journey...... den wednesday goin back esss for mi o lvl english oral.....haiish..... so nervous cum stressful.....cmsy exam on friday.... wed oral.....totally, definitely , completely , perfectly , obviously SIAN......haha..... sorry for anyhow use the words....hehe....kkz tt all ba...... something r not meant to say in the blog....cos i noe tt i am changin mi characters for the worst liao.....

2006-08-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

tThis is the group members of my SYSA, BPM, CMSY and BBF..... can see alot of chio bu rite???? haha.....i am the onli guy sia...jealous???...starting when i am in the group..... i was like very shy lo... i am the onli guy in mi grp....wow.....den always get mi classmates to say .."hey chee seng, one on five rite??"....i was like...hmmm....nvm la.....basically the gals in mi grp r friendly n kind.....from your left is gladys...a gal tt like to do thing fast....cos any computer system qn will ask mi one......bside gladys is carmen....my BPM leader....dun think tt she look innocent.....but she is really innocentn smart la....she is a gd leader that will make sure all her grp members do their job.....den next is jing yi.....very lazy gal....haha.....but friendly and gd oso....like to get mi alot of qns oso.... den is me..... after mi is jie ying.....my BBF leader.....she oso a gd leader....she is very strit with her grp members.....like her workin attidute....very serious n gd....but she oso is a very active gal...."not raffles, not waffles..is ruffles" haha....she still own mi a nuggets...haha....... den last but not least.....celestine, mi SYSA leader......she is a funny gal yet scary.....scolded by her b4..... but her face always look so blur blur one...so funny....she oso very kind la....very sociable.....easy to tok with n joke with....haha...... dear....dun worry....hehe.... i just tok abt mi grp members onli.....neber forget tt u r my dear....hehe

17th of august

2006-08-17T07:21:00.000-07:00

today was a happy day 4 mi......hehe.....morning chiong all the way to skool to do mi final PRSP 2 project and handed up to mr lau.....den getting back mi CMSY project.....mi grp got a final A....kool so happy lo....mi grp members also very happy seeing the project result.....thanks gals......den after went to meet (*D*E*L*Y*N*) them for the sam lee skool concert....... sam lee singing was damn nice lo......i started to like his songs liao...... dunno y his songs somehow touched mi heart......the lysic was sayin wat i feel nowaday......kool huh...... den tok to (*s*u*w*e*i*) abt tt time she somehow hurt mi feeling in the secondary skool.......cos when sam lee was singing....i oso started to sing....but seeing (*S*U*W*E*I*) .....i suddenly remember tt time she said abt mi singing.....mayb i think too much.....but the bad memory always stay longer than the gd one..... now ok liao ba.....by tokin to her.....now feelin beta.....but whether can i forget it....i dunno....but i try......ok....tt all 4 today....need to slp ....tml still got presentation.

11th of august

2006-08-11T05:18:00.000-07:00

today stay up to 3am cos tt (^c^e^l^e^s^t^i^n^e^) la..... every times she got problems in the night after 1am.....dunno y i will b oso online.....den she will keep ask mi questions....no matter is sysa or java..... wat more still wan mi to eat shit.....haha...... (^c^e^l^e^s^t^i^n^e^ )f u get to see this..... dun ask mi to eat shit again hor..... it ok if u wanna ask mi questions la....see i so gd to ppl one.....even in the night ppl need mi help.....i will try mi best to *help.....*(only apply to those ppl close to mi) ....... den finally done with mi sysa tutorial.....mayb i write too much liao....haha....den morning go back to school to do my output design for sysa again...... so happy when Mr Ang say tt i did a good job for my design sia..... den went back to esss cos of mi daughter got sth of tok to mi......but ended up ......she busy with her things.....waste mi time sia....haha.....it ok la....den get to see (`m`d`m` t`e`y`) but she was feeling unwell tt y go back early......den went eating lunch with (`m`r` l`e`o`n`g`) .....haha.....same thing again....tok tok n tok.....tok alot of things la......den saw mi juniors getting their o lvl chinese result.....saw (`a`h`m`a`)... she get a B3 in her chinese....dunno whether should i b happy or not....cos...those goin thru o lvl b4 will noe tt getting a B3 in chinese may not b a gd thing...but cannot tell.... go back to esss.....pei (`m`y` d`e`a`r`) a while.......dunno y i think she kind of boring abt mi ba..... cannot feel the emotion abt her nowaday....... den abt 3 something went back home liao........ tt all ba.....

not under mi control.

2006-08-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

today......tot tt i wanna go to dickson birthday celebration...... but in the end i did not go.....reason???? i oso dunno......definitely got ppl there sayin mi....... ppl might think tt i am guai lan, stubborn or xiao ji....... mayb so ba..... cos i have a feeling tt i goin to mess up his birthday.....althru i dunno whether i have the might or not la.....but the feeling was too real..... it is beyond my control....... everytime i think tt it is goin to b a happy day to go to dickson birthday...... mi mind will go to the last sat tt time de bball times....which i ended up kinda quarrel with dickson...... haiish.....but ended up i gave alvin the thins n just go off to play acarde den as now.... i am at home liao....... perhaps i shld have gone with mi classmates to see the fireworks......mayb it could b beta den i facing my computer typing mi post......haiish......sian

5th of july

2006-08-05T07:46:00.000-07:00

finally 4 projects off liao.....onli left PRSP project.....half way oso liao....cool rite....haha.....having battling with all those projects make mi sick sia......exhausted oso...now.....almost all the burden down liao.....feleing so great.....today went to play bball with the (#*w*o*w*w*o*w*G*a*n*g*&) ....on the way takin bus 38...... i started singing some songs.....when i started singing..... it suddenly remind mi of tt time (!S*u*W*E*i&) saying tt my singing damn bad......i oso dunno y suddenly this memory just popped up.....haiish....i now really realise how hard can i try to maintain a relationship...... haish just dunno y...... i having feeling tt her heart does not really belong to mi......mayb oversensative ba......speakin of this.... during mi secondary life..... i tot 1 gal like mi sia.....haha.... but ended up still nothing la....cos she keep quiet....... now mi life in poly is not as fun as secondary...... mi secondary life is more fun n interesting den poly ba........mayb cos i am the prefect..... den i always have something fun n interesting to do.....now..... i dun take any cca or student union....except bring part of the S2006...but onli tt ....mi life in poly in boring...... projects, homework.....haiish den ended no times for many things.....sadddd

31st of july

2006-07-31T05:47:00.000-07:00

=========================================== TAURUS MAN

A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

(He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.)That is true to me.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

(He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.) Damn true

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

(He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends. ) oso true

(He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.) True

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you. ====================================================================================== Those paragraphy i put true....mean tt i really think tt i am like tt.....but for the other..... i will let those ppl hu manage to see this blog to ans 4 mi ba...... perhaps they will noe mi more......just dpend..... this few days.... ....den dunno y..... instead of me shld thinking or missing my (D+E+A+R+)..... ....does that mean something?????? haiish.... mind getting so tired....cos mi project is getting more n more....tot tt it is goin to finish...den kanna restart again.....sad..s.a.d.........den mi (D+E+A+R+) keep on doin something tt hurt her..... i really dunno wat to say or do...... her friends keep on sayin tt she flirt.....n got evidence somemore.....haiishhh..

2006-07-28T00:38:00.000-07:00

You Are An ISFJ

The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.

What's" Your Personality Type?

28th of july

2006-07-27T18:19:00.000-07:00

now in BPM tutorial...... ytd was quite a great day..... play badmintain with my C155 classmates....was thinking abt how (J*I*A*W*E*N*)

22th of july

2006-07-22T08:32:00.001-07:00

ytd was a very sad day...something happened in mi family....haiish....
today went out with the (!*W*O*W W*O*W*G*A*N*G*@) den was like very sad lo.....not onli cos of tt thing.... but.....
Let me tell one a story of a sad n pathetic bball life
a person bought a boi a bastketball....new and quite gd la.....but the boi neber appreciate it.... den one day his frends called tt boi to play bball and so tt boi bring his bball along la.....when he bought there.....many ppl were very happy to see the bball......they play n play with using the bball.....having alot of fun and excitment......like as if the bball is a toy like tt.....but after the bball session.....the bball was very dirty liao cos of the floor la...... no one wanna to take it...... den somehow his frends or tt boi just leave it on the stair...... no one wanna go n take it......n guess wat tt boi said "because my uncle buy for me one wat not mi own money".......hello..... if not ur money so???? at least make an effort to show appreciation to ur uncle for buyin it 4 u la...... althru ppl might tt i am siao or watever..... but u see......when tt boi need bball to play..... he will bring all the way there n play..... but after tt???cos the bball is dirty..... he left the bball alone..... dun ever wish to care or show appreciation to it lo.......den one of his frend went to kick the bball back.... at least he did something show appreciation to the bball....... den somehow.... tt guy hu at least kick the bball feel tt he is just like tt pathetic bball....very sad....but he dun wan to voice out...mayb he is sensative.....but he always kanna left behind than the crowd when walkin to soemwhere or watever..... haiish ... n tt me..... i said tt......sad life...sad person....wat can i do??? nth......anyway.... i mus say sorry to (!*A*D*E*L*I*N*E*@) cos i used her to make me forget watever sad things in my mind for a while but keep blockin her during the bball session....n ended up always quarrel..... den haiish nvm......ok blog until here liao....

17th of july

2006-07-17T06:28:00.000-07:00

now really very de stressful cum sad.... how i really wish tt there is someone tt i can tok to.... i might b cryin when i tokin sia..... haiish.... mi mind is full of projects tt needed to rush.... so sad.... pathetic life i have....meetin (!m*i* d*e*a*r*@) on thursday..... hope will b a gd day

16th of july

2006-07-15T09:29:00.000-07:00

now is 12.25am..... just came back from bball..... i like goin out with the (!w*o*w w*o*w@) ...dunno y..... goin out with them always make mi feel so crazy and fun..... tt i will auto forget all mi worries and sad things a while..... at least i find some sort of finding happiness..... i can laugh..... i mean really laugh or smile from mi heart...... the feelin is always gd when goin out with wow wow to play bball.....although sometimes got feel abit left out la.... but i think is ok one ba..... as u can see..... i play bball is just 4 leisure onli..... not serious one..... hehe.....mayb tt make mi a very slack person..... although i dun play serious but tt does not mean i dun play with skills la..... i realise tt mi passing skills improved alot and with many tricks.....haha... but mi shooting was very poor..... lesser den mi average 4 shoot within the red boundary.......after playin until 8 sth.....went to (!t*a*m*p*i*n*e*s* m*a*r*t@) cos i wanna eat breaded chicken.....haiish so sad when i ask the store they said no more breaded chicken!!!! and the rest tt i like.....sian..... so i decided to eat bian mian lo....... den head to 209 to play bball again..... very funny..... we started to play match...but hu ever with (!*Y* K*@) sure win one......haha.....no matter how hard i try..... i cannot get the bball from (!*Y*K*@) he is just simply too tall liao..... mayb when i can grow taller abt 175cm??? dunno even can or not sia....tt is a dream or hope la......den decided to play afool with (!*D* E* L* Y* N*@ )......always wanna gai her.....den today "gai"ed her 4 2 to 3 times..... den so funny lo..... she keep shouting "wao lao, (!*C*H*E*E**S*E*N*G*@), dun come near mi sia." haha.... so funny, so scared of mi sia.... see la... dun play afool with mi......
Sorry to her..... i did not able to read ur sms in time..... cos i was playin bball.... tuesday huh??? hmmm i see how ..... cos i endin mi lesson at 5pm..... if cannot i will see other days with u..... come to tp n find mi la......miss u alot.....but mi mind still alot of questions sia.....not tt i dun trust u..... but this is ur happiness..... i think u have the rights to choose.....

15th of july

2006-07-14T22:03:00.000-07:00

decide to change mi blog cos of something i dun wan to say..... just dun wan ppl to see la ....haiish
dunno y...... this few days i very de emotional sia.... dnu really wan to control mi emotions nowaday...... so hard....although i can last time....as the time goes by.... poly life is so stressful....project here project there project everywhere...... getting so frustrated when i cannot finish mi things on times..... den mi relationship with ahem ahem....oso the same... no one is taking initative to start something......haiish...... wanna call ppl to vent out mi anger.....mi saddness..... but no one to call..... try some ppl..... ppl say "mi fault meh?" all this kind of things....some cos i let them chat with mi abt their life...... i will feel weird when i goin to tok abt mi things to them...... feelin like a small boi lost in a store...cannot find mi parents like tt sia..... haiish sad sad sad