darkandlonely: July 2006
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Monday, July 31, 2006
「 bouncing away 5:47 AM 」

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TAURUS MAN



A quiet simple man who can do something unexpected to shock you. Taurus man
mostly medium tall, strong with good health, good strong body. When he
talks, he likes to turn his head to one side on one direction. His body will
be quite straight, facial structure tend to be square shape more than other
shape. His eyes sparkle with liveliness.

Even when he is in love, he is still a free wild bird. He is a sand in your
palm, the more you want to hold it, it will slip out. If you stand and hold
it still, it will stay that way. Don't set the rules and draw a line for
him, he will not stay.

When you are with him, he will think only of you. But an hour later he could
change his mind. He is very patient with other people, but very impatient
with himself. His world always turning and it will not stop just because he
loves you. If he up sets, he will show it right away. If something has gone
wrong, he will blame his own carelessness instead of blaming other people.

(He sincere to his friends even to some friends he does not like. He likes to
do odd things and surprise other people. He could be fully dress in a nice
suit and jump in the pool. He could slap your back so hard just to make you
turn around to see he has flowers in his hand. He never want to get too
close with anyone for he thinks living in reality is living by yourself.)That is true to me.

He does not care what people think when he behave weird. He could be walking
bare feet and laughing at people who laugh at him and think they are so
narrow minded. He does not likes to follow conformity, but always want to
search for new ventures, new mystery. He will interest in a life of a
millionaire as much as a life of an old man selling newspaper on a sidewalk
vendor.

He like to search and analyze people and things. He will analyze his friends
or his girl friend, and once the mystery is gone, he will search for new
puzzle to solve. He can not easily understand thing, so he will gradually
learning about you till he fills up all his questions.

(He knows so many people ,but he has a few friends. He looks for quality
friends than quantity friends. He will be close with some friends shortly
and move on. He always feel lonely even surround by many people. He could
create his own little world, and sometimes no one would understand him. He
looks only for future and he thinks he lives for the future. He may wonder
how many people think like he does, but he does not want to be like the
others.) Damn true

A man with a conflict personality. He is a cool, understanding, able to work
well, and very artistic. Taurus man could be an artist. He could shock you
as much as he is able to clam you down when you up set. He is a free spirit
who likes venture, but when he wants to be alone, do not touch him but to
let him be. He won't disappear from the crowds too long, he will be back.

He will give you straight forward opinion or comments, but will never advice
what he thinks you should do. He does not like people to tell him what he
should do too. He thinks each individual dreams and thoughts should be very
private. He will use his brain not his body strength, so he will let other
guys compete. He has a certain satisfactory in life and hate to force
himself in competition. He may seems careless, but actually he is a thinker
and a stubborn one.

(He sees anythings in details and not easily trusted people till he thinks he
knows them well. You can just smile and he will think why and what are you
smiling about, and if you are pretending. Once he trust you and accept you
as a friend, no one can says other wise to change that for he will not
listen to gossip. He will be honest and sincere to his friends. ) oso true

(He hates lies, so he will not tell you lies. If he finds it is necessary to
lie, he will find other ways not to tell you or avoid telling you anything.
If he really has to lie, you will never be able to tell that he is lying. He
can really keep secrets, so you will hardly know that he is a lonely soul.) True

If you want this kind of guy, you have to be an interesting person. He has
to be curious about you. Hell for him is "No Freedom", so if he marry you
then you should know it is the biggest decision in his life. Always be
interesting, then you could have him beside you.
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Those paragraphy i put true....mean tt i really think tt i am like tt.....but for the other..... i will let those ppl hu manage to see this blog to ans 4 mi ba...... perhaps they will noe mi more......just dpend.....

this few days.... ....den dunno y..... instead of me shld thinking or missing my (D+E+A+R+)..... ....does that mean something?????? haiish.... mind getting so tired....cos mi project is getting more n more....tot tt it is goin to finish...den kanna restart again.....sad..s.a.d.........den mi (D+E+A+R+) keep on doin something tt hurt her..... i really dunno wat to say or do...... her friends keep on sayin tt she flirt.....n got evidence somemore.....haiishhh..




Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Friday, July 28, 2006
「 bouncing away 12:38 AM 」

You Are An ISFJ
The Nurturer

You have a strong need to belong, and you very loyal.
A good listener, you excell at helping others in practical ways.
In your spare time, you enjoy engaging your senses through art, cooking, and music.
You find it easy to be devoted to one person, who you do special things for.

You would make a good interior designer, chef, or child psychologist.
What's" Your Personality Type?


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Thursday, July 27, 2006
「 bouncing away 6:19 PM 」

now in BPM tutorial...... ytd was quite a great day..... play badmintain with my C155 classmates....was thinking abt how (J*I*A*W*E*N*)


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Saturday, July 22, 2006
「 bouncing away 8:32 AM 」

ytd was a very sad day...something happened in mi family....haiish....
today went out with the (!*W*O*W W*O*W*G*A*N*G*@) den was like very sad lo.....not onli cos of tt thing.... but.....
Let me tell one a story of a sad n pathetic bball life
a person bought a boi a bastketball....new and quite gd la.....but the boi neber appreciate it.... den one day his frends called tt boi to play bball and so tt boi bring his bball along la.....when he bought there.....many ppl were very happy to see the bball......they play n play with using the bball.....having alot of fun and excitment......like as if the bball is a toy like tt.....but after the bball session.....the bball was very dirty liao cos of the floor la...... no one wanna to take it...... den somehow his frends or tt boi just leave it on the stair...... no one wanna go n take it......n guess wat tt boi said "because my uncle buy for me one wat not mi own money".......hello..... if not ur money so???? at least make an effort to show appreciation to ur uncle for buyin it 4 u la...... althru ppl might tt i am siao or watever..... but u see......when tt boi need bball to play..... he will bring all the way there n play..... but after tt???cos the bball is dirty..... he left the bball alone..... dun ever wish to care or show appreciation to it lo.......den one of his frend went to kick the bball back.... at least he did something show appreciation to the bball....... den somehow.... tt guy hu at least kick the bball feel tt he is just like tt pathetic bball....very sad....but he dun wan to voice out...mayb he is sensative.....but he always kanna left behind than the crowd when walkin to soemwhere or watever..... haiish ... n tt me..... i said tt......sad life...sad person....wat can i do??? nth......anyway.... i mus say sorry to (!*A*D*E*L*I*N*E*@) cos i used her to make me forget watever sad things in my mind for a while but keep blockin her during the bball session....n ended up always quarrel..... den haiish nvm......ok blog until here liao....


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Monday, July 17, 2006
「 bouncing away 6:28 AM 」

now really very de stressful cum sad.... how i really wish tt there is someone tt i can tok to.... i might b cryin when i tokin sia..... haiish.... mi mind is full of projects tt needed to rush.... so sad.... pathetic life i have....meetin (!m*i* d*e*a*r*@) on thursday..... hope will b a gd day


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Saturday, July 15, 2006
「 bouncing away 9:29 AM 」

now is 12.25am..... just came back from bball..... i like goin out with the (!w*o*w w*o*w@) ...dunno y..... goin out with them always make mi feel so crazy and fun..... tt i will auto forget all mi worries and sad things a while..... at least i find some sort of finding happiness..... i can laugh..... i mean really laugh or smile from mi heart...... the feelin is always gd when goin out with wow wow to play bball.....although sometimes got feel abit left out la.... but i think is ok one ba..... as u can see..... i play bball is just 4 leisure onli..... not serious one..... hehe.....mayb tt make mi a very slack person..... although i dun play serious but tt does not mean i dun play with skills la..... i realise tt mi passing skills improved alot and with many tricks.....haha... but mi shooting was very poor..... lesser den mi average 4 shoot within the red boundary.......after playin until 8 sth.....went to (!t*a*m*p*i*n*e*s* m*a*r*t@) cos i wanna eat breaded chicken.....haiish so sad when i ask the store they said no more breaded chicken!!!! and the rest tt i like.....sian..... so i decided to eat bian mian lo....... den head to 209 to play bball again..... very funny..... we started to play match...but hu ever with (!*Y* K*@) sure win one......haha.....no matter how hard i try..... i cannot get the bball from (!*Y*K*@) he is just simply too tall liao..... mayb when i can grow taller abt 175cm??? dunno even can or not sia....tt is a dream or hope la......den decided to play afool with (!*D* E* L* Y* N*@ )......always wanna gai her.....den today "gai"ed her 4 2 to 3 times..... den so funny lo..... she keep shouting "wao lao, (!*C*H*E*E**S*E*N*G*@), dun come near mi sia." haha.... so funny, so scared of mi sia.... see la... dun play afool with mi......
Sorry to her..... i did not able to read ur sms in time..... cos i was playin bball.... tuesday huh??? hmmm i see how ..... cos i endin mi lesson at 5pm..... if cannot i will see other days with u..... come to tp n find mi la......miss u alot.....but mi mind still alot of questions sia.....not tt i dun trust u..... but this is ur happiness..... i think u have the rights to choose.....


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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Friday, July 14, 2006
「 bouncing away 10:03 PM 」

decide to change mi blog cos of something i dun wan to say..... just dun wan ppl to see la ....haiish
dunno y...... this few days i very de emotional sia.... dnu really wan to control mi emotions nowaday...... so hard....although i can last time....as the time goes by.... poly life is so stressful....project here project there project everywhere...... getting so frustrated when i cannot finish mi things on times..... den mi relationship with ahem ahem....oso the same... no one is taking initative to start something......haiish...... wanna call ppl to vent out mi anger.....mi saddness..... but no one to call..... try some ppl..... ppl say "mi fault meh?" all this kind of things....some cos i let them chat with mi abt their life...... i will feel weird when i goin to tok abt mi things to them...... feelin like a small boi lost in a store...cannot find mi parents like tt sia..... haiish sad sad sad


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

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