darkandlonely: August 2006
play around with the bounceicles. drag them round. jump on them. and more!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006
「 bouncing away 4:22 AM 」

today was a damn bloody sad day.....BPM exam was a total confirm die one liao.....totally no time to finish my paper.....mi whole paper was like anyhow do liao lo.....damn bloodly no time....so sian.... think goin to take supp paper liao.....tml will b the last paper.....after 4.30pm.... i will b free liao....for sometimes ba.....dunno whether goin to take the supp paper or not..... hope tt all pass....tt all i wanna get.... hope to get 2 B for BBf n PRSP...the rest i dun care liao....a D will do sia...haiish so sad..... den tml goin to esss first to celebrate teachers' day...... without all mi secondary 4 teachers..... i won`t b able to get so gd result....except for the english....not mi english teacher fault la.... it is mine...... haiish dun wan to write too much goin to study for SAS liao......dun wan to take another supp paper liao


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Friday, August 25, 2006
「 bouncing away 6:24 AM 」

today went for my cmsy exam....haiish so sad....ended up a blackout..... did not really noe wat to write liao....sian.....den go n collect mi uniform for mi S2006.....darren asked mi to come back after 2pm...den went out with mi classmates to eat lunch....LJS...den went back to tp n guess wat.....the supplier said tt mi uniform is still makin tt y not here yet.....sian waste mi bus fare sia.....stupid...... den after tt slack in the library surfing the net n watchin movie.....till 5.30 so i can take 291 to tampines mart to meet my dear..... den meet my dear..... her eyes look so red.....haiish yo.....worry mi sia.....but she did not said wat happened..... dn started to teach her chemistry.....i so pro sia....i teach her....she noe leh.....see the power of love to a person is so important..... althru starting she like so blur sia....den i bought sweet to show the no. of electron....hehe..... den teach finish mole concept and other...... bought my dinner...breaded chicken....long time neber eat liao....althru by the time i reach home already soft liao.... den pei my dear home...... really appreciate it....haha..... tok n tok....so funny.....but dunno how she feel abt mi sia......really love my dear....i will try mi best to stop thinkin abt the bad thinking i have....my dear...... wonder have u had ur dinner liao....????


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Monday, August 21, 2006
「 bouncing away 8:26 AM 」

ytd night....kind of having a nitemare.....it was so real lo...... in the dream.... i am like a undercover cop or something la.....den went to kill someone....did not really say the person gender and face oso.....just kill and run away.... den i am top list in the police "WANTED" person......i keep on runnin..... every police i saw..... i just shoot.....weird sia.... den in the end after all the hide and seek.... i still get caught n hang.... n die la..... weird rite???? b4 hand.....i told my dear that i goin to dream of her....instead nitemare came on mi mind...... den today morning as my dear sms mi on whether am i feelin beta..... i tot her abt the weird dream i had last night..... guess wat she said..... she dreamt of mi....(dream of mi sia.... tt so kool..) but wait..... she continue saying tt..... the dream was tt i killed her..... wat the H***.......unbelievable......so coincidnce.....gosh..... my dream was tt i killed someone but i dunno hu.....den she said tt her dream was tt i killed her.....wow..... am i suppose to say tt this is a bad sign????? i oso dunno........haha den in the afternoon when i took bus home......the bus broke down after leaving the interchange for abt 7 mins.....haha....den the bus captian call us to get down the bus....den bring us back to interchange......haha tt scene was so funny lo.....many ppl were like very shocked.....dpend now i noe how the bus captian will react if there was a breakdown.....so at least this might b helpful to mi during the S2006.....since i know how the bus captian will do.....i can help him.....but i hope mi bus will not break down during the journey...... den wednesday goin back esss for mi o lvl english oral.....haiish..... so nervous cum stressful.....cmsy exam on friday.... wed oral.....totally, definitely , completely , perfectly , obviously SIAN......haha..... sorry for anyhow use the words....hehe....kkz tt all ba...... something r not meant to say in the blog....cos i noe tt i am changin mi characters for the worst liao.....


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Saturday, August 19, 2006
「 bouncing away 6:08 AM 」

tThis is the group members of my SYSA, BPM, CMSY and BBF..... can see alot of chio bu rite???? haha.....i am the onli guy sia...jealous???...starting when i am in the group..... i was like very shy lo... i am the onli guy in mi grp....wow.....den always get mi classmates to say .."hey chee seng, one on five rite??"....i was like...hmmm....nvm la.....basically the gals in mi grp r friendly n kind.....from your left is gladys...a gal tt like to do thing fast....cos any computer system qn will ask mi one......bside gladys is carmen....my BPM leader....dun think tt she look innocent.....but she is really innocentn smart la....she is a gd leader that will make sure all her grp members do their job.....den next is jing yi.....very lazy gal....haha.....but friendly and gd oso....like to get mi alot of qns oso.... den is me..... after mi is jie ying.....my BBF leader.....she oso a gd leader....she is very strit with her grp members.....like her workin attidute....very serious n gd....but she oso is a very active gal...."not raffles, not waffles..is ruffles" haha....she still own mi a nuggets...haha....... den last but not least.....celestine, mi SYSA leader......she is a funny gal yet scary.....scolded by her b4..... but her face always look so blur blur one...so funny....she oso very kind la....very sociable.....easy to tok with n joke with....haha...... dear....dun worry....hehe.... i just tok abt mi grp members onli.....neber forget tt u r my dear....hehe


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Thursday, August 17, 2006
「 bouncing away 7:21 AM 」

today was a happy day 4 mi......hehe.....morning chiong all the way to skool to do mi final PRSP 2 project and handed up to mr lau.....den getting back mi CMSY project.....mi grp got a final A....kool so happy lo....mi grp members also very happy seeing the project result.....thanks gals......den after went to meet (*D*E*L*Y*N*) them for the sam lee skool concert....... sam lee singing was damn nice lo......i started to like his songs liao...... dunno y his songs somehow touched mi heart......the lysic was sayin wat i feel nowaday......kool huh...... den tok to (*s*u*w*e*i*) abt tt time she somehow hurt mi feeling in the secondary skool.......cos when sam lee was singing....i oso started to sing....but seeing (*S*U*W*E*I*) .....i suddenly remember tt time she said abt mi singing.....mayb i think too much.....but the bad memory always stay longer than the gd one..... now ok liao ba.....by tokin to her.....now feelin beta.....but whether can i forget it....i dunno....but i try......ok....tt all 4 today....need to slp ....tml still got presentation.


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Friday, August 11, 2006
「 bouncing away 5:18 AM 」

today stay up to 3am cos tt (^c^e^l^e^s^t^i^n^e^) la..... every times she got problems in the night after 1am.....dunno y i will b oso online.....den she will keep ask mi questions....no matter is sysa or java..... wat more still wan mi to eat shit.....haha...... (^c^e^l^e^s^t^i^n^e^ )f u get to see this..... dun ask mi to eat shit again hor..... it ok if u wanna ask mi questions la....see i so gd to ppl one.....even in the night ppl need mi help.....i will try mi best to *help.....*(only apply to those ppl close to mi) ....... den finally done with mi sysa tutorial.....mayb i write too much liao....haha....den morning go back to school to do my output design for sysa again...... so happy when Mr Ang say tt i did a good job for my design sia..... den went back to esss cos of mi daughter got sth of tok to mi......but ended up ......she busy with her things.....waste mi time sia....haha.....it ok la....den get to see (`m`d`m` t`e`y`) but she was feeling unwell tt y go back early......den went eating lunch with (`m`r` l`e`o`n`g`) .....haha.....same thing again....tok tok n tok.....tok alot of things la......den saw mi juniors getting their o lvl chinese result.....saw (`a`h`m`a`)... she get a B3 in her chinese....dunno whether should i b happy or not....cos...those goin thru o lvl b4 will noe tt getting a B3 in chinese may not b a gd thing...but cannot tell.... go back to esss.....pei (`m`y` d`e`a`r`) a while.......dunno y i think she kind of boring abt mi ba..... cannot feel the emotion abt her nowaday....... den abt 3 something went back home liao........ tt all ba.....


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Tuesday, August 08, 2006
「 bouncing away 5:58 AM 」

today......tot tt i wanna go to dickson birthday celebration...... but in the end i did not go.....reason???? i oso dunno......definitely got ppl there sayin mi....... ppl might think tt i am guai lan, stubborn or xiao ji....... mayb so ba..... cos i have a feeling tt i goin to mess up his birthday.....althru i dunno whether i have the might or not la.....but the feeling was too real..... it is beyond my control....... everytime i think tt it is goin to b a happy day to go to dickson birthday...... mi mind will go to the last sat tt time de bball times....which i ended up kinda quarrel with dickson...... haiish.....but ended up i gave alvin the thins n just go off to play acarde den as now.... i am at home liao....... perhaps i shld have gone with mi classmates to see the fireworks......mayb it could b beta den i facing my computer typing mi post......haiish......sian


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...


Saturday, August 05, 2006
「 bouncing away 7:46 AM 」

finally 4 projects off liao.....onli left PRSP project.....half way oso liao....cool rite....haha.....having battling with all those projects make mi sick sia......exhausted oso...now.....almost all the burden down liao.....feleing so great.....today went to play bball with the (#*w*o*w*w*o*w*G*a*n*g*&) ....on the way takin bus 38...... i started singing some songs.....when i started singing..... it suddenly remind mi of tt time (!S*u*W*E*i&) saying tt my singing damn bad......i oso dunno y suddenly this memory just popped up.....haiish....i now really realise how hard can i try to maintain a relationship...... haish just dunno y...... i having feeling tt her heart does not really belong to mi......mayb oversensative ba......speakin of this.... during mi secondary life..... i tot 1 gal like mi sia.....haha.... but ended up still nothing la....cos she keep quiet....... now mi life in poly is not as fun as secondary...... mi secondary life is more fun n interesting den poly ba........mayb cos i am the prefect..... den i always have something fun n interesting to do.....now..... i dun take any cca or student union....except bring part of the S2006...but onli tt ....mi life in poly in boring...... projects, homework.....haiish den ended no times for many things.....sadddd


Signing off, [NAME HERE].

...