Friday, September 08, 2006
haiish so sian.... 2 more days b4 my job start..... today went n get mi uniform n mi pass..... mi pass photo look so dumb lo.....lol..... den the uniform i think is alrite ba.... to mi la..... will post up mi S2006 pass n mi uniform tml or next day after tml...... feelin so complicated now....after tokin with dino when walkin back home..... realise n learn quite alot of things...... he kinda of have the same tot as mi sia.....lol..... jun kiat ar.... u r so diff lo...
i dunno y..... i startin to realise tt i like to act liao.....no matter happy or sad..... i will just act the opposite of it....dpend on mi..... i can control mi emotions..... tt is a bad thing....sometimes i dun even noe whether is tt mi true emotion or not..... haiish....really make think how to express miself truly..... realising tt i am not onli lying to other but miself oso...... i really in the dark now....cannot see a dim of hope......
another one was tt mi frend "A..in"..... tell mi tt i am totally no life.... i onli stuck with mi 4e5 frends..... n i dun really like to go out when mi frends asked mi to unless where they r goin is in the east of singapore......i think i am too lazy.....or rather i like to stick at home more...... which i think tt it has turn out to b mi comfort zone liao....i not willing to come out of mi comfort zone..... perhaps i took too much time to make mi frends or frends tt i can really tok to then not willing to give up/ get out of them so easily...... haiish need some help.....hu can i really tell mi problem to???? i think now..... no one...... realise tt i now comin back to mi old self.....too much problems liao....AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Signing
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