Saturday, September 23, 2006
i have been askin miself this qn alot of time but till now i haven find an ans yet....
Is mi life b control by the word "fate" or control by im??
till now mi life is like control by the word "fate"..... fate to mi is scary yet easy to accept..... cos althru my life is sad but i get use to it liao..... all those events tt happened to mi last time....seem to b beyond mi control..... english fail during o lvl..... "mi ...... death"...... i could not control.... yet i still have to accept it..... dun u think kinda nonsense???
but when time..... u will to try to control ur life..... isn`t it too tough 4 ppl??? u have to struggle alot..... spend alot of time to try n change the life tt control by the word "fate" n ended up wat do u get???? most of the time is the opposite of wat u try to get or goin back to fate again..... den wat the use of tryin to control ur life..... might as well let the fate decide all ur life...... cos on matter wat u do..... u will not get wat u wan in the end.....
let say example ...... u go ask forunate teller..... he said tt u will die soon by car.... den wat u goin to do??? not goin out, scared tt u might knock down by a car???? den stay indoor , is the best way rite??? NOPE.... wat make u so sure tt a toy car will not cause ur death???? so how or another.... no matter how u tried to run again from the word fate.....u still canot avoid it..... so do u see the point.... wat 4 struggle?? some ppl told mi....." we struggle bcos we wanna to try.... to see a hope of light..... or at least we will not regret...." but u see no matter wat u do..... it will still come back to the original point..... it is just a way to confront with "fate"..... so might as weel just being a person with "no life"... let fate control U...... u r not living in this world cos of urself, ur family, ur frends..... but just bcos the fate wan u to b here.... n thus u r here..... more easy to accept.....haiish..... life is just nothing but being control by fate.....
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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