Saturday, September 30, 2006
there once in mi secondary life..... one of mi prefects under mi grp said..." chee seng , y do u like to eat alone den eatin with all those other prefects.... u too proud liao issit??? u r the comm member does not mean tt u can b so diao hor??" i replied " not bcos of i am comm member la.. i just like to b alone sometimes.... or sort of dun wan to get so sad...".... reason being..... always tio outcast by ppl very easy one.... dunno y.... i just can`t get mi things rite..... i would rather being alone eating or studyin..... den being together with frends....den ended up tio outcasted due to the fact tt i really dunno wat r they tokin abt..... especially.... the same age or the same badge as mi..... i just duno how to communciate with them..... sooner or later..... feelin somehow developed.... tio outcasted de feelin is much more worst den being alone..... so being alone will b the best of all.... till now mi poly life.... i still have the feelin... damn sian lo.... i can`t say tt frends around mi dun appreciate mi ba.... just tt mayb i wanna outcast miself from them???? i really dunno/....
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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