Tuesday, October 17, 2006
hmm.... let mi start of wat i did in the morning ba.... chiong watchin goong....lol.... kinda sad n happy of tt drama....den decided not to have mi lunch later.... i think watch goong will make mi stomach full ba lol.... lookin at tt cute gal smile....how i wish i really have a cheerful gal like the gal in goong name chaegyung tt smile n think positively always.... encourage mi whenever i need it..... i like yul in tt drama.... i noe i am not tt handsome , not tt slim n tall la.... but i have been always a encourager to other ppl, a motivator tt always make ppl go n jia you 4 thing.... make ppl smile when they r sad..... being a listenin ear whenever they need.... n not askin any request or payback from them....n not appreciate mi presense..... suddenly i felt so empty.....like i have no heart 4 miself onli 4 other...... after watchin the drama.....realisin tt i dun have ppl to talk abt mi saddness, share mi happiness.....it just gettin on gettin into mi heart n mind onli.....as the time goes, it will just act as a memory to mi abt other ppl without lettin them noe wat happened to mi..... feel so sad....wondering.... how come i always look so kind n frendly to other??? is this really mi true self??? does it really pay back 4 being nice??? i think something wrong with mi charcater ba..... haiish tml blog will b something sad again i think.... so sad.... sad till i blog mi heart oso dunno go where....
till then....
PS: gen onli u have the password.... so onli u can read la... so SSHHHH!!!!!
Signing
off, [NAME HERE].
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